don't worry, i'm not officially dead.........

i know i haven't done anything in like the past month... whatever, i've been busy... i've been extremely low on energy lately, like i'm not excited about it being the last term of my senior year.  which sux cuz i mean, i should seriously be enjoying it! i think it's just me being lazy..........

college decisions are driving me insane.  i'm still waiting for berkeley and everytime dad asks me to check the stupid site, looking @ the same message just makes me more anxious.  i really don't know what i'm going to do about it.  there's a very specific reason i'm not telling anybody about what i'm leaning towards, cuz i feel more pressure this way.  p.s. don't follow my example.  i'm what NOT to do........

spring break is coming up -- i'm going to be visiting colleges.  but it also means i'm going to l.a. to spend time w/ my fave cousins!!!!!!  i'm also going to have a major buttload of work to do over the break, so it won't really feel like a vacation, i suppose.  y'know, this time last year, i was getting ready to go to england..... that felt nice.....

just took an ap world test that is a total toss in the air.  on the one hand, i THOUGHT i'd do okay.  then afterwards, when we were all talking about it..... hmm.... we'll see i guess.

also just asked some random guy who's not really so random to prom.  dunno why i keep saying that.  but it's true.  maybe it's just cuz i really wanna go to my senior prom (even if it turns out to be a dud).  whatever.

*sigh* mondays..............................

luv, na

p.s. wicked is coming to l.a. and s.f. this summer!!!!! i really hope i can go see it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1